Loneliness screams. It is not a silent, sneaky thing that gradually envelops you over time. You can think that you are happy, that you are doing well, and then loneliness begins its shrill keening. Loneliness suffocates. You celebrate your freedom, you breathe it in like fresh air, and then loneliness crushes the air from your… Continue reading When You Feel The Most Alone
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Putting The Puzzle Back Together
I have always been a passionate person. When I was three or four, I told anyone who would listen that I was going to go to Central Bible College when I grew up. Around that same age, I started singing solos in church. Another year or so later, I started acting/singing in musicals at church.… Continue reading Putting The Puzzle Back Together
Kisses To The Holy Spirit
I work for a nonprofit that provides helpers for adults with developmental disabilities. I cannot share any personal details of the ladies I work with, but something happened yesterday that really blessed me. Out of the three ladies that I work with, I work with one the most - the other two are in day… Continue reading Kisses To The Holy Spirit
When It Comes To Loss
He found him in a desert land, and in the howling waste of the wilderness; He encircled him, He cared for him, He kept him as the apple of His eye."Deuteronomy 32:10 ESV As I have mentioned before, I have a bonsai that I treasure. I started it from a seed, and although that was… Continue reading When It Comes To Loss
Planting Reality
Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality."Earl Nightingale Many of us have heard the popular catchphrase "what you think about, you bring about." It seems so trite to me - like a bossy older sibling talking down to you from their place of… Continue reading Planting Reality
Because I Can
Unless you are new to this blog, you have already learned that I love plants. Both of my thumbs (and probably my big toes) are green, and I have living, green things throughout my apartment. I often find clearanced out plants at Lowe's - and occasionally Walmart - that are nearly dead, buy them super… Continue reading Because I Can
Best Not To Assume
I had originally planned that my first blog post back would be about something else - and that post is still coming - but yesterday I learned an important lesson...again. It's one I've learned many times before, but I seem to have difficulty getting it through my thick skull. I had been corresponding by email… Continue reading Best Not To Assume
The Land Of The Living
I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living."of David, Psalm 27:13 Psalm 27 is a grateful outpouring of King David's heart - one that proclaims the protection and provision of the Lord over him. If you are familiar with the life of David, you… Continue reading The Land Of The Living
Quick Update
We are moved but not completely unpacked. Hoping to have everything done by the end of the week. My internet access will not be hooked up until later tomorrow afternoon/evening, so I will probably not do a real post until then. (Or even Thursday.) It's easy to do quick updates from the app on my… Continue reading Quick Update
I Am Not Gone
Hello Dear Readers, For those of you who do not follow my Facebook page, I have not disappeared. This week has been beyond chaotic. Not necessarily bad, just insanely busy. I have posts brewing in my brain and a few notes jotted here and there, but I don't have the time to put my full… Continue reading I Am Not Gone